Tug of War

I prayed an angry prayer and you answered 
An unbelieving cry and you came through
I was faithless but you were faithful 
When will I learn to trust in you?
You are near me in my brokenness 
You hear me and all my cries
You are my comforter, my savior
Yet I entertain the lies
The lies that say you won't come through
That I am on my own
When you say you are for me
I have never been alone
I don't always see and trust you
I don't always seek your face
But through the years you've kept me
That can never be erased
The doubt may try to shake me
To tear my insides apart
But your faithfulness is real
Your fingerprints are on my heart